As I sit here and reflect on this
entire experience, I am overcome with emotions. I am beyond blessed that I had
the opportunity to student teach at Elizabethtown with Mr. Anderson and work
with his students. I am so sad that these 15 weeks are over and my student
teaching experience has come to a close. I am anxious to see what lies in store
for me next; they always say when one door closes, another one opens. Most of
all, I feel whole. I have a lifetime of memories I will carry with me for the
rest of my life. I have figured out my purpose in life and have grown into the
young professional I was meant to become.
I now realize how extremely foolish
I was at that time. After visiting Elizabethtown for the first time in April of
2014, I knew that I could not have had a better placement! Mr. Anderson is one
of the most down to earth, realistic, hardworking, kind hearted, and funniest
individuals I know. We had a great connection from the start and I quickly
realized how much I was looking forward to student teaching. He has helped me
in more ways than he even realizes throughout this entire experience. He has
helped me grow and prosper as a student teacher and even more so as a person.
He has provided me with advice, personal experience, honest opinions, and
friendship. We have shared so many laughs and jokes together; ones that have
helped me get through stressful times that come with student teaching. He truly
is a selfless, inspiring individual and I will miss him greatly now that my
time at Elizabethtown is up.
Arguably the biggest thing I have
learned through all of this is that if you aren’t happy, nothing is ever worth
it. Were there times throughout this experience that I was stressed, tired,
miserable, and dreading going to school the next day? You bet there were. But were
there times when I was excited beyond belief to teach a unique lesson, attend
an FFA conference, share jokes with my students, and work with students until I
saw a lightbulb go off? Even more so. I realized that while not every day will
be good, there certainly is good in every day. I have had so many instances
when I was having a bad day and the smallest action turned my day right around.
I realized that no matter what job you have, you will always have a bad day.
That’s life. What matters is how you handle that bad day and what you do to
turn it around!
Another big question I have been
getting asked from those around me is what’s next? You graduate in two weeks,
what will you be doing? My response is
typically the same: “I’m not sure what’s next but I know I want to teach.” I
have applied for many jobs, not all of them teaching, just to have something to
fall back on. I know the right opportunity will arise in God’s timing; putting
my faith in Him assures me that I will end up just where I am meant to be!
Would I love to have a job lined up by the time I walk across the graduation
stage in two weeks? Absolutely! Do I have a full time job lined up at this
point? Nope. But honestly, I am okay with that. This experience has taught me
to be flexible, patient, and reassured me that it’s okay not to have it all
figured out. Having a plan is great but things can change in a split second.
You need to trust the process, have faith, and remain persistent.
As I walk out the doors of
Elizabethtown High School for the final time today, there will be tears. I know
I will see some of these students again at the FFA banquet next month but it
won’t be the same. I know that one day I will have the opportunity to have a
program of my own, be a mentor like those who have mentored me and helped me
reach this point. I know you can’t reach every student, but I have learned that
every student can reach you. This was proven true when I found myself stuffing
54 goodie bags, signing 54 individualized cards, and baking 8 dozen cookies to
show my students and my cooperating teacher just how much this experience meant
to me.